I have been thinking about my favorite movie again. I feel horrible about what I am going to say but I have to get it out. In the letter that Sophie writes to Clair, it reads, "A love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for. I have never known a love like Juliets but if I ever do, I hope I have the courage to seize it." Like Sophie, I am engaged too and I am not entirely certain that he is the one. I would love to find a love like the stories portrayed in the movie but that's not real life. Love isn't like that. Is it? I am so tempted to get my ass off this bed and take off to Verona and find me a Charlie. If I am meant to be with someone else, I just pray that I will find him before I get married. I would never cheat on Brendon but I think that we both deserve to be happy. Don't get me wrong, I love Brendon with all my heart. He just doesn't make me feel the way that Charlie made Sophie feel. He isn't romantic and these are things that I love. I just usually push it aside saying, "No guys are romantic." I don't want to change Brendon and I think we could be very happy together but I can't help but wonder, what if?
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